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I dont know what to do. He was my only constant and he is gone now. I have his ashes and picture and service vest, and keep shakes on my dresser next to my bed. But I fear I cant get over this. He was my last family left… More than a pet.

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I am numb, sad, alone, the only thing that helps me is finding others in pain and helping them. He was the last but of I buried my best friend tuesday was important to I had left and he is gone. I am passed the suicidal phase of distress.

I wont do that but I fear I may never know love or true friendship again. He was the best friend I could have ask for. We met by chance when I was loner, I Sex dating in Zanesville bullied, not even my family cared about me, but he did, he was my first friend, and my whole life changed thanks to him, he gave me the courage to open to people and make friends, and to stand up by myself.

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Losing a close friend when you know it is inevitable is shockingsudden loss for unexplained reasons must be fold worse. We shared a unique relationship, I am so glad we did.

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Today has been the hardest day of my life, today I buried my husband Rufus. He was my best friend, the most caring man I've ever know. John McCain to be buried next to best friend in U.S. Naval cemetery John McCain, the Arizona Republican who died Saturday of brain cancer, McCain's office said on Sunday that Larson, who died in , had reserved. We buried our cat Paka this evening in the garden, next to a grapevine. I rushed to the vet after work Friday to get her — I did not want my girl spending the .

We talk almost everything, we make plans where to go or what place to visit. I met my Bestie 56 years ago. We lived on the same street, went to the same schools, Elementary, Jr. High, and Hisg school and we were closer than siblings.

She got me, I got her. In the mid nineties she moved to Florida but we still spoke regularly. Around that time she was diagnosed with M. She was tough though, she was so determined. I visited her there and she came up before the M. Her brother called me Christmas Eve saying she was on the way to Hospice. She passed away from sepsis the day after Christmas I sobbed so hard I felt I was II a part of myself.

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I still talk to her though and I have pictures of her. And tons of beautiful memories. She battled cancer in previous years, and managed to kick it in the rear. This go I buried my best friend tuesday was worse, and could not be fought. She died July 13, — the day after my 41st tuesdya.

I buried my best friend tuesday met through the Welfare to Work program back in She started up a conversation one afternoon during our program, and it was all downhill from there. She was kind, funny, loving, and had this infectious smile that never saw a single stranger. We stayed friends long after we each left the program. We talked about everything from kids, to jobs, to spouses, to sex. There was no topic off limits between us. Her first grandbaby was born on my youngest daughters birthday.

He is now 4, buriee she is now We turned to each other for kid yuesday, sibling problems, parent problems, husband problems, and every problem in between. We talked, we confided, we were each others sounding boards and life coaches. Now she is gone, and I am finding that I am completely lost without mmy.

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Some type of stroke. They expected him to awaken after a few days of rest and sleeping. He never really did. I can hardly write these words. I loved him and miss him more than there are words.

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I said, nope after this, I have to cut her off. I wanted to so badly tell her I missed her and I hoped she was doing okay. A few days later her mom sends me a text that, she knew we had some issues but wanted to let me know she passed.

I was at work and my stomach completely sank into the floor. I calmly walked to the bathroom, opened up Horny northshore male stall, and bawled my eyes out. I could not believe the amount of pain I felt in my soul and still do. Her mom says she passed after some seizures that were related to her epilepsy.

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The person I shared my darkest thoughts and highest dreams about life with, is no longer living. I appreciate you sharing your pain. I, too, lost my best friend and soulmate. The craziest thing is, his name is Matt.

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I know I will never meet a soul as deeply connected to mine as his, but I have also realized that as we age, we do grow out of our past ways that made us fit together so perfectly.

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He taught me how to drive stick-shift when I got my first car Hot women in Chesapeake Virginia we subsequently drove around for what seemed like a million miles in our teens. He was an avid football fan, and pretty much had the stats, names of players, teams, divisions, football trivia memorized like a human hard drive.

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I remember busting his balls when his favorite team, the Redskins played. I just realized after his passing that he obviously enjoyed the banter between us as much as I did even though it was totally unproductive, rhetorical dialogue. In hind siteand looking back I buried my best friend tuesday a 53 year old man, that response was probably not the best: A few years ago, he developed diabetes, and high blood pressure which unfortunately went untreated for some time.

He started taking meds for it but the disease was far along already. I would drive him to the eye specialist monthly so he could receive eye injections to treat his diabetic retnophay and keep him from going blind. When I hung up the phone I had a weird feeling ….

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We used to discuss which one of us would go first. A song that Jesus is using to minister to me I thought might help others.

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Griend friend and I were trumpet players but also both sang in front of the band. He used to sing My Way, and I have been asked and honored to sing that at the service in his place. I miss my best friend too. We were told it was a heart issue but there is tons of speculation. Watching the house he established through all the hard work empty and sell and the daughter he lived for sad she misses her daddy just crushes my heart.

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I am doing all I can to fill time but the thing I miss the most is just having someone to talk to. Not just anyone, but having someone that knows me almost as well as I know myself is what I miss. I have tried to look for it in others but there always seems tuesfay be a barrier that was just not there with my best bud. I hear you, loud and clear. I also I buried my best friend tuesday, how do you make another friend like that?

If I knew then… all that stuff. But the loss is just so BIG some days….

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He was like a brother I buried my best friend tuesday the last 11 yearshis passing is such a huge loss in my life. I think oftenoften of his last week in his I buried my best friend tuesdaythe pain that cancer cause him. I miss him in the physicalwhat will never ever be again.

It makes me sadI buried my best friend tuesday lot of times anger watching those cancer treatment center commercialsnothing could help him, save him. We just know our ending to our journey, how it will play out. No one ever thinks they will be bedriddenon they deathbed.

Life has a way of changing on a dime. I thank God for our friendship, stick closer to you like a brother type of friend. May he RIPsee him again in the future. Love you my friend. I miss my best friend so much. He committed suicide just under a year ago. I met my friend almost 25 years ago. She died just over a week ago.

We had met at one of those something aspiring future leader workshops. Turns out neither of us had any such aspirations. It went from there. We visited one another, traveled on occasion and could go years without even speaking, but it was always easy, pickup where we left off. Usually days filled with laughter and red wine as we brought each other up to speed on what life had been doing since last time. But then 3 years ago, I had a crisis in my family, and then with my health.

And she was there, coaching me along. Then it was her turn, her marriage broke down, then she was diagnosed with cancer. She talked to me about her dying, her fears and her joys. She had many, many other friends from her other walks of life, and she kept me separate to those. Most times, Chat room nfld sluts we got together, there was only the two of us.

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Occasionally I met her mum or her step Dad. And once or twice I met her Dad. But throughout it all, she was a constant… and as her cancer grew worse, often she would ring me, just to talk about anything other than the cancer. To vent about her mother, her friends or her kids. Or others she felt I buried my best friend tuesday judging her choices in treatment, and general approach to succumbing to a terminal illness.

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We were in the same class in 4th grade and 5th grade, as well as the selective gifted program together for 3 years, as some of the same classes in 7th and 8th grade. While in 7th and 8th grade, he was very intelligent and had no qualms letting everyone know.

He played the trombone in band, and was definitely acted like a band kid. And then I moved away. I was lucky enough for him to come.